We met when we were 12. Both had the same math class. We weren’t all that close but still we would have called each other friends. When I was 13, my dad died. I didn’t know what to do. You actually sat there and listened because you knew what it felt like to lose a parent. And it was at that point that I considered you my best friend. But we grew apart that same year over a girl. Later on we both said fuck her and we became friends again because we both realized she wasn’t worth the trouble after all the shit she put on me. So we were pretty good up until sophomore year when this one girl started to play with your emotions. I helped you realize she was playing you and you moved on from her too. Then you fell for another girl but she didn’t feel the same way so I helped you get over her too. The we were pretty good up until junior year when you dated a girl you loved and she broke your heart. I helped you move on past her and i was there for you when you needed a shoulder to cry on. And it was at that point that I considered you my brother. This continued to go pretty good until senior year when you talked to a girl who had just gotten out of a relationship and i told you not to do it because she wasn’t over him yet. I was right and she broke your heart too. I helped you get over her too. But then for the first time in awhile, I needed you and you ignored me. Then I didn’t hear from you for a couple months and when we did talk, you didn’t trust me anymore. You wrote me off and truthfully, it fucking hurt. I’ve tried talking to you but now i’ve realized that there is no point. You don’t care anymore. People keep telling me that if you feel that way then you never really were a friend but then that makes me feel worse then what the fuck were you all these years? And I know friends grow apart after graduation but it doesn’t feel like that. It feels like my brother died. It feels like I had a brother that I loved but turns out he didn’t care about me, and now he died…that fucking hurts…
It feels like my brother died…
Maybe I shouldn’t have told you that. I told you I’m sorry but I guess you don’t forgive me. But like I said man, you were my best friend. But please don’t stop talking to me cuz of that…



